Its funny how friends can just leave you when you are down,its funny how when you need someone they are never around. Its funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,its funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
      I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks I am fine, sometimes I forget for a while that I am not.
Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes people can't see, the pain you feel.              
     Being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones. We must always beware. Always the ones that make you smile are the  ones that can tear your heart asunder. 
      To be abandoned by the ones that gave you breath. To be abandoned by those that should care. What is left is nothing but bitter hate, topped with fear that leaves you crying on your bed. To say that I have lost faith is a lie. Who dare say that they like being alone. Everyone hopes for something. Something to work towards to. My hope is just to find the people that I care for and people that care. Every time I get my hopes high, I find myself lost. Even though its seems impossible , i can't find it in myself to let go. To make a friend finally understand. Why is it that hard? All I want to is to be needed